Home.
I’ll wait for you.
I know you aren’t coming.
But I’ll stay up.
I’ll wait.
Part Two.
I’ll put on my nicest outfit.
You’ll be here in ten minutes.
You’ll crawl into bed with me.
My little baby bird, I can’t take my eyes off of you.
I can feel your heart beat, it’s beating
at the same speed mine is.
Your body is nestled into mine,
your head in my shoulder,
your lips in my neck.
I can’t help it. I have nothing to say.
And yet here I am, writing another stupid poem because
I’m falling in love again.
Part One.
I wish I never did a single thing to hurt you. I regret it. I wish you would realize how stupid I was and that I’ve changed. I know you don’t think I have, because of stupid things I say or dumb shit I write. I’m not proud of what I did. I regret it every night. Look where it got me? Some nerd is hanging out with my girl. He’s taking you to eat where I want to take you. He’s kissing you where I want to kiss you.
You taught me how to love. But it was too late for me. I already hurt you.
You taught me how to love and then left me. But I haven’t forgotten.
I still know. I could do it a thousand times better. This is the chance I’m looking for. Think of the good parts. I can’t stop.
I heard you’re at a party bawling your eyes out. I’m in my bathroom, bawling my eyes out. I know I sucked. I regret it every day. I wish I could make it up to you.
I heard you’re crying pretty hard.
Trust me, I’m fucked up too.
Hey bug.
Issue II came out today. Only like..ten copies until I make more. These copies going directly out to the people who contributed. Than I’ll make more and put them for sale. Tumblr, you’ll be the first to know.
- Cody.
Day Girls.
The sun is a blonde, isn’t she?
She is.
And by that logic, the moon is a brunette?
I’ve always liked the sun anyway.
Back when I lived in the dark,
my moments with the sun were the most memorable.
Oh, and she dresses with such warmth.
I think I’ll have it be day time forever now.
<3
Three Things.
1.
You will never find love like you had with me.
The boy you marry will not respect you as much as I did.
2.
You can’t just take my attributes and become me.
You can’t just have me get you into everything cool, move on,
and use it to impress other people.
3.
You’re a fucking blonde and I’m pretty sure we both agree
We are going to get married someday. You’re fucking beautiful,
I’m so glad we got this chance to talk.
Thank you baby bird.
Forever yours,
Cody.
Anonymous asked: Do you think you will ever be happy again?
No, and it’s your fault.
wolfpartyjoe asked: hey brothers. just a possible corrective to the problem of pain and strife when you see girls you put on a pedestal go off with assholes. don't put them on a pedestal and don't treat them like gems, treat them like real people. objectifying women is fucking bullshit and a lot of men don't realize you can objectify women by heaping tons of praise and unrealistic expectations for what "gems" they are. just my thoughts, respect to both you brothers.
I loved a girl a lot, and cherished her completely and totally. I would have given my life to her, and anything else.
Am I objectifying her? Not being condescending, just genuinely curious.
Read the “About” column haha. I had a LONGGGGG conversation about this with a good woman friend of mine who’s majoring in Women’s Studies.
Oh shit, I read that question wrong.
Lol. On guys being sneaky and stealing a girl’s glow: I wouldn’t fault the girl on that of course. I just..
The girl I’m writing about doesn’t give a fuck and doesn’t want anything further, and honestly she doesn’t care about her glow.
I do.
It sucks.
Anonymous asked: on, You Know the Girl I'm Talking About: what about guys that fuck then bounce? Incident: A girl is attracted to a guy (not just physically) goes on dates with him, then decides she would like to take it further. They have sex, then the guy disses her and turns down her offers to hang out again. I'm sure guys can be sneaky and steal a girls glow. Some girls are treated with no class, when all women should be treated as gems disregarding their past with other men.
If I was a guy that fucked and then bounced, I would be a hypocrite writing this. I’m not though.
My main thing, and I see it all the time, are guys who cherish girls (and it could be vice versa too. I’m just a boy, therefore I write from a boy’s perspective) and have to hear about/watch the girl give themselves away to guys that don’t care about them. I see it a lot, I recently went through it myself, so I write about it.
I’m sure what you’re saying happens a lot as well. I’m sure there is a girl like me out there who writes about it.
Thanks for reading :)
